i was like.......before i started
Body extended, hands perfect, fingers typing smoothly, legs crossed comfortably, midnight passed few minutes before, but my heart awake at this late hour of 17th, too early for 18th. Room mate drenched into deep sleep, under the spell of OH, his body balance seized and bed is the only savior for his loose weight. I watched him lying still, various thoughts dancing inside my body hall, i ask my brain to make me dream. But he said, he can't until I scribble down on this very public diary what thought is pricking me and preventing me to stay alive even at 12:30 am.
Memories long passed away resurfaced again, carrying the thrones of unknown pain. Someone not to be known came to be known, something not to feel crept deep to be felt, the thing not supposed to be together couldn't be together, though together, never forever.
Star of calmness is barely seen through my window but it reflected the rays of the moon, delivering the parcel of peace to keep me occupied while i am lost writing this very piece of densely confused thoughts. Questions are left unanswered in my brains but i scored full marks getting satisfaction of pouring thick turbidity of mixed feelings out of this leather soft heart.
The sharp pin of sadness without reason has ran away and the anti-sadness pill presented to me by my inner urge to print the above crazy lines has worked without a scratch.
As the words above walked slowly to this end, within a second, protective layer of peacefulness kiss all over me, a great sense of hope grew and the mysterious injury has subsided kicking me to fall into sleep now.
the more i read, the more confused i get...
I am healed to such an extend that i am now , of no capability to scribble anymore useless stuff and my writing pace has also decreased that i am not able to make out how much space bar to be pressed making it look all broken now , so i apologize my readers for making it confusing like the baby in the picture and wasting your time to make you go through without making any sense.
I am sleeping now....GOOD NIGHT ...and good morning, if you have already woken up!!!!
however you guys are just now i don't know, but i am like...hmmmm..!!