The day of 5th December was a day planned for the the fellow
graduates to finally know their fate of future which they will be living along
with throughout their life. 'Joy of happiness for the success" for some
and " sorrow of failure" for some. Some would have already stored
pennies to give treats to their loved ones for their rising up and some ready
to use their handkerchief.
Well, like all of them, i was also in a state of apprehensiveness along with excitement, not
for myself, but for my dear sister. She got through the Preliminary round and also came with a sweet of satisfaction on her
face after she did her final. We were quite sure that, if not that good, she
would at least make it through with satisfying fruit. But, the result banged
not only her heart but mine too. By one point, she didn’t qualify and I am sure
it would have been a disaster for her.
I know she had been crying whole day after knowing her results. I can
feel the pain and the lowness that is jumping inside her at the moment. So, though I am not near
her, I want to reach out my support to
her through my freedom diary .
Dear sis,
I know how much you been working hard, burning the midnight lamp
and waking early to prepare and give your best for the final test of your life
after 16 years of continuous studying. Whole of my vacation, I have seen how
hard you fought your sleep to gather the knowledge from the papers into your
mind and always being surrounded by them day and night. I know you have always been feeling responsible for the family
being the eldest and I have no words for
thanking you for how cherishing and caring you have been to me and brother. I know
that you have been battle ling hard to soon get yourself secured, in order to lend a hand to our father to loosen his
burden a bit. Despite all of your input, the fruit bore a bitter taste. I know
how hard it is for you to absorb this at the moment but we never know what the
next chapter of your life would bring upon your shoulder. Things might have
turned out like this , may be to give you a bigger surprise for you in the
coming future. May be it is too early for you. I have full faith that your hard
work won’t go in vain. May be the result of just now would have been just a
trick to you. Real one might be, yet to come. Have patience, strong willed and
know that you brother will always be by
your side to protect and pull you up whenever you fall. Lets us fight this
together keeping in our mind that this a just a temporary wound which would
soon shed off giving you a brand new skin of life. Let us think not of past but
of present and future by which we will bring a change not only in our life but
in our parent’s life too and make them proud of having us.
Very sweet post by a sweet brother. I can see the heaviness of emotions loaded in it, and your love for your sister is envious. I knew that you are as sad as your sister. But we should accept it as an opportunity for greater exploration...new ways...new idea. I think God don't want such a hardworking girl to be confined in a cauldron of government office, He wants her to be someone greater in another capacity.
ReplyDeleteI feel sorry for both of you. And Kinley, don't ponder much on it, I have seen you quite sad this afternoon unlike your ever smiling face. Take care. take it positively as you mentioned in your post.
Thanks monu!!!
ReplyDeletethough younger, brother's are always the inspiration and motivation for us "big sisters" to work harder every time.. thank you and your piece was really good and touching.. it made me miss my brother who always stands back to prevent me from falling hard whenever things turn wrong and when am all down... little brothers are the best and awesomest of all.........
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